What Dreams are Made of
"Clef......"
All seemed at peace throughout the courtyard. The
trees were swaying with each breeze. The fountain was
bubbling and spraying starlight.
"Clef......"
He searched the moonlit garden for the source of the
voice. His heart racing, Clef walked to a spread of
flowers and stopped in front of the beckoning
apparition.
"Clef......"
She was pale and beautiful, her sky blue hair looked
icy white in the moonshine. In one fluid movement,Umi
was on her knees in front of him with her arms open.
Gently smiling, she whispered,
"Clef......be with me....."
He was in her arms within seconds, hands buried deep
in her long luxurious hair. His eyes were shining with
an unnatural hunger. As if reading his mind, Umi
closed her eyes, tilted her head, and offered her
lips. He leaned toward her and......................
woke up kissing one of his pillows.
*A dream*
*Damn*
He shoved the blankets off him in one swift jerk and
summoned his robes.
*Oh well. It's almost morning anyway*
After adjusting his headdress, Clef gave himself a
hard inspection in the mirror. The same dark blue
eyes, the same scruffy lavender hair falling in his
face. All he need do was put on a child's outfit and
he could roll in the dirt with the rest of the youth
of Cephiro. The face hadn't changed in over 700 years.
He slammed a fist into the mirror. This had never
bothered him before.
*You've never been in love before*
Scowling, he turned away from his mocking reflection.
He had never had any use for love or an older body. He
had sacrificed all those opportunities to fufill his
role as Supreme Yil.
*You can always take them back, though*
He stepped into the main hallway. Looking both ways
to make sure no one was around, he walked to a window
and looked out at Cephiro's landscape still covered in
the soft darkness of Pre-dawn. He could make out the
mountains towards the horizon dotted with forests. The
lake under the castle shimmered under the moon. The
land looked like it had never been ravaged by the war
2 years ago.
*So much has changed*
Clef turned and walked away from the window with a sad
look.
*I've changed*
He had not noticed it until the girls had to stay in
their world for a month for exams into new schools.
Until that time, everything had been right with the
world. Hikaru, Umi, Fuu came to visit almost everyday
bringing show and tell objects from their world. Umi
always had a dish of food or pastry for everyone to
try. Ascot would literally drip off of Umi all
blushing and stammering while Umi seemed to blithely
ingore his advances. Clef would snap at the girls for
always disturbing his peace, but not without stealing
glances at Umi. He didn't think anything of it at the
time, he had already placed her with Ascot. She didn't
want to spend her life with a crabby, short, old boy.
And he had better things to do, didn't he? With the
restoration of Cephiro, he could go back to his role
as Chief Wizard and advisor to the throne. It's what
he had always done, why would he want to change?
Images of Umi offering her lips to him filled his
mind."Clef...be with me....." He scowled even more and
walked further.
*Fool*
It had been nothing when the girls left for their
tests. In fact, Clef had embraced what HE thought
would be a few days of peace and quiet in his study.
He almost went mad after two weeks of absence. He kept
telling himself that he missed all of them and the
routine of them being there always. But the dreams
started and he couldn't lie to himself then.....
He missed HER.
He missed the sound of her voice, whether she was
yelling at Hikaru for wandering off or having a quiet
conversation with Fuu. And her hair, GODS her hair. He
had found it everywhere,in his study, on the sofa,
little reminders of the way it swished around her or
when she would tuck it behind those dainty ears.
Everything smelled like her too, making him seek out
the pillows she slept on,where he always found more
hair. But most of all.......
He missed being with her and feeling.....
like an ordinary man. For so long he had distanced
himself. He had to be devoted to the pillar and
Cephiro and nothing else. He had become used to being
feared and revered among the people.
"Great Guru"
"Oh, Supreme Yil..."
"Madoushi, we need your council.."
He had a name. He was a person. And he had forgotten
all that back then. He had been dead inside feeding on
his duties to Cephiro. But Umi refused to treat him
like the rest had. She stood up to him during his
anger and argued back at him. She made him feel alive.
*Alive and in love*
Nothing could be the same now. He wasn't happy
anymore. She couldn't want a freakish old man. And
he'd give up everything to hear her say that she loved
him. To see her blue eyes look at him the way they had
in his dreams.
*Face it, old boy. Those eyes will remain in your
dreams, they aren't real*
"Clef......"
Clef paused at the doorway to the courtyard.*Wait a
minute* He looked in and choked. The trees were
swaying and the fountain was a bubbling with starlight
and....
"Clef......"
He quickly walked over to the spread of flowers and
drew in his breath. There she was. She was still in
her nightgown,sitting on swing, as usual looking
breathtaking. She smiled gently,"Hey...you couldn't
sleep either,eh?"
Clef lowered his head to hide the blush
forming,"Yeah..."Umi's smile widened causing Clef's
heartbeat to triple."Great, not to be rude but you're
just the person I wanted to talk to". Clef's head
popped up, "Really? What's the matter?" Umi lowered
her head and blushed slightly, "Well....It's
personal.."She patted the empty space next to
her,"Would you sit here?"
He quickly hopped in the seat to hide his nervousness.
Umi turned to him,"Clef... have you ever been in
love?" He was stung... she was going to talk about
Ascot...he turned his head away to hide the pain,"Yes"
he whispered."What do you want to know?"
She shifted closer to him, "Well, if you were in love
with someone, what exactly would you say to get their
attention?"
He thought for a moment*What WOULD I say to Umi to
make her see how I cared?* He idly stroked a flower
petal. Then It came to him. He picked the flower and
offered it her," I suppose an old man like me would
tell her that She is the wish I have waited a lifetime
to come true, and she is the dream I never wish wake
from."He laughed quietly."Sounds dumb, doesn't it?"
"Nooo...it was wonderful"
Clef looked up and saw her eyes shimmering with unshed
tears. "Oh Clef.... I don't know if I can ever replace
the woman who made you feel that way, but please let
me show you that I care too." Clef looked at her in
shock.
*She loves me. SHE loves ME!!!*
CLef cupped her chin in his hand,"Umi, you are the one
who makes me feel this way, no other......" Umi smiled
gently and opened her arms.
"Clef....be with me...."
He didn't need to be told twice.
Finis
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